The new addition to mine and matts family

Meet jake and Sara they are mine and matts puppy's

i did it

WELL I FINALLY DID IT TODAY I HAVE HAD SERVAL FAMILY MEMBERS TRY AND PUSH ME TO DO IT BUT TODAY I WAS SITTING IN CHRUCH AND I LISTEN TO THE MESSAGE AND GOT THE WORD.. FINALLY GOD SPOKE TO MY HEART AND I WENT UP WHEN IT WAS TIME TO AND REGAVE MY LIFE TO GOD. I HAVE NEVER HAD THIS MUCH PEACE IN MY LIFE NOW LETS SEE IF HE CAN HELP ME WORK THIS MARRIAGE OUT TO WHERE MATT AND I CAN FINALLY SEE EACH OTHER THE WAY WE ONCE DID.. I PRAY THAT HE WILL ONE DAY SEE THAT I LOVE HIM AND WANT THIS TO WORK.. I LOVE MATTHEW WITH ALL MY HEART HE IS MY HUSBAND MY PARTNER AND I WONT GIVE UP ON HIM..... WE ARE A PART RIGHT NOW ONE CAUSE I GOT A BETTER JOB BACK IN KY BUT WOULD LOVE TO GO BACK TO WI AND SHOW HIM I LOVE HIM... PLEASE PRAY FOR US

sorry its been awhile

well since my last post matt is finaly out of the army and home. he got a job that he startes when he gets back from his vistie with mom dad and nikole. he will be working in a factory makeing yogurt gruss. but hey its a job for him. am still working at walmart, been there a year on the 14th of oct go me. but we are workin on the whole getting the family together and keeping this marrieage goin but its hard. but noones said it would be easy . well i will update more later time to go make the money

good old days

so i was going through my pics the other day and i found some that i really liked and they brought me to think that i miss the good old days. these days were the funniest days it just tells me how much i miss my hubby.....

feeling lost

okay so here lately am feeling under the weather am really missing matt and my boys.
i know matts taken care of what he needs to be but i miss my hubby i truely miss him. i try and keep my self busy so i dont have time to think but its not working anymore all i do is think about how hes missing out on the 4th and how he wont be here for boys brithday or mine yet alone his.
i feel as if am alone and i know am not i know that god is with me and all my family and friends but i just cant stop cryin on my days off its sad. i wont him to come home soon...


okay am closeing this blog now that am cryin yet again

update

well i have to say its been a while since i blogged last am goin to start off by saying that since the last one i lost my grandmother jesse. this pic was taken of me and my sister in law nikole at breakfast with mom before i got on the plane to head back to wi. am so glad to be a part of a family that cares and loves everyone i miss matt but i know he is doing what he has to do and i will get to join him soon he says so i will keep you guys updated

update on the biggest loser

this is a 12 week program and we are in to week 6 and am down to 299 i made it under 300 i did what i said i was goin to do now my goal is to be down 3 more pounds make small goals every week thanks for all your support