SOMETHING I NEED HELP ON AM LOST WITH THIS

i really need help with this... tonight at work it was one of those nights topics that eats at me cause on the path with the lord and to hear someone they dont belive burns me in side.. so this guy sean that i work started talking about how he feels that god did not create life and that it was the big bang therpy. am not quiet sure where to go in that. he gave serval different opions about how he thought this.like how could one man make this world and how come her brought evil in the world.. okay so i have not read the bible all the way which did not help in this matter tonight so i had no clue what to say to him in repsone to his question i can say by the end of the night my head hurt and my heart ach cause i wanted to bring to the lord but i can see hes goin to be a hard one. this topic really bother me cause at one point he looks at me and say he was the son of god his mother was a vigran and still is it was like he was mocking the bible and it bother me...


So if u read this please help me i really could us it right now

WALMART

OKAY SO WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE WORKING AT WALMART FOR THE SECOND TIME IN MY LIFE. ONCE AS A TEENAGER AND NOW AS ADULT BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE IT. WORKING IN THE DEIL AND HAS OPENED MY EYES TO WHAT I REALLY WANT TO BE DOING I WANT TO COOK AND MAKE CAKES . SO AM THINKING OF DOING A 2YEAR PROGARM WHILE I WORK CAUSE THEN I CAN HAVE MY DGREE AND WORK DOING WHAT I REALLY ENJOY DOING.... THANKS TO WOUNDERFUL JOB I HAVE AT WALMART....

LOVE

SO I HAVE BEEN WORKING SO MUCH THAT I DONT HARDLEY HAVE TIME TO TALK ON THE PHONE WITH THE MAN I LOVE. BUT THEN HE LEAVES ME THESE REALLY SWEET VOICES THAT I CAN PLAY OVER AND OVER AGAIN WHICH SEEMS TO HELP ME. I ALSO TOOK PICS OF ME AND HIM AND PUT ON THE COMPUTER MOTIOR SO I CAN SEE HIM WHEN I CHECKING EMAILS BEFORE BED. I HAVE TO SAY I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR A YEAR I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FOUND THE MAN THAT MAKES ME WEAK IN THE KNEES CAUSE HE DOES WHEN HES THE WAY HE WAS WHEN WE MET. GOD HAS REALLY BLISSED THIS MARRIAGE

updates

so i have to tell you all somthing the move here has helped me see that i can find true friends i have two really good friends in my life one is michelle and the other is Ashley B or aka ash.
us girls love to talk shop and watch movies. we pretty much stay out of trouble and watch out for each other. the way i see it life is about changes and about getting the right friends that the lord puts in your path. he wants us to be with the right ppl in life and these two are... so i love you guys

to help everyone out ashley is the one in the top photo with me and michelle is in the bottom one these are the two are keeping me from goin crazy while matt is gone..........
love you guys

bigloser update

well its been a couple of weeks since my last post i belive and well i have already lost about 20 pounds. and i feel greeeaaaaaaaattttttttttt. but heres the part i cant make since of i have gottem me one of the step counter things and took 13,000 steps to day and now am tring to figure out how to convert those in to miles its confusing....i am so happy am lossing weight so i can be healthy and happy. cause this year i turn 28 and i dont want my body feeling like am getting old. plus i want my husband to come home and see that i did do what i said i would and that was to get healthy...

THE BIGGEST LOSER

SO MY WORK IS DOIN THE BIGGEST LOSER CONTEST AND THE PROCEEDS GO TO CHILDERNS MIRCAL NETWORK ITS A 12 WEEK PROGRAM AND IF U GAIN WIEGHT ITS 50CENTS A POUND AND IF LOSE THE MOST WEIGHT THEN YOU GET 50 DOLLARS AND THE REST GOES TO CMN WHICH AM GOIN TO DO IT CAUSE ITS GOIN TO HELP ME KEEP MOTIVE ON MY DEIT AND MY WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT SO AM POSTING A BEFORE PIC OF ME AND EACH THURSDAY I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED. NOT THE BEST PIC OF ME BUT HEY ITS FUNNY.. RIGHT NOW MY CURRENT WEIGHT IS 315 I WANT TO GET TO AT LEAST ABOUT 195 IS WHAT I SHOULD BE I THINK I CAN DO IT

my cake date for my one year

so since matt could not join me in are one year i had a few friends over and had this lovely cake made and we enjoyed it with him in mind. he did call and told me that he loved me and that he wished he could be home but couldn't it did how ever make things easier for me last night to have some friends around me. thank you ashley you are truely my best fiend love you girl

the newly wedd statuse

well today we are no longer newly wedds we will have been married a year at 2.52pm today and it feels good to know that we did not give up with things got tough it would have been just as easy for me to give up like i always do but i didnt i stay strong and went through it with a wounderful new family felt good actually...