Thursday, July 16, 2009

good old days




so i was going through my pics the other day and i found some that i really liked and they brought me to think that i miss the good old days. these days were the funniest days it just tells me how much i miss my hubby.....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

feeling lost

okay so here lately am feeling under the weather am really missing matt and my boys.
i know matts taken care of what he needs to be but i miss my hubby i truely miss him. i try and keep my self busy so i dont have time to think but its not working anymore all i do is think about how hes missing out on the 4th and how he wont be here for boys brithday or mine yet alone his.
i feel as if am alone and i know am not i know that god is with me and all my family and friends but i just cant stop cryin on my days off its sad. i wont him to come home soon...


okay am closeing this blog now that am cryin yet again