sorry its been awhile

well since my last post matt is finaly out of the army and home. he got a job that he startes when he gets back from his vistie with mom dad and nikole. he will be working in a factory makeing yogurt gruss. but hey its a job for him. am still working at walmart, been there a year on the 14th of oct go me. but we are workin on the whole getting the family together and keeping this marrieage goin but its hard. but noones said it would be easy . well i will update more later time to go make the money

good old days

so i was going through my pics the other day and i found some that i really liked and they brought me to think that i miss the good old days. these days were the funniest days it just tells me how much i miss my hubby.....

feeling lost

okay so here lately am feeling under the weather am really missing matt and my boys.
i know matts taken care of what he needs to be but i miss my hubby i truely miss him. i try and keep my self busy so i dont have time to think but its not working anymore all i do is think about how hes missing out on the 4th and how he wont be here for boys brithday or mine yet alone his.
i feel as if am alone and i know am not i know that god is with me and all my family and friends but i just cant stop cryin on my days off its sad. i wont him to come home soon...


okay am closeing this blog now that am cryin yet again

update

well i have to say its been a while since i blogged last am goin to start off by saying that since the last one i lost my grandmother jesse. this pic was taken of me and my sister in law nikole at breakfast with mom before i got on the plane to head back to wi. am so glad to be a part of a family that cares and loves everyone i miss matt but i know he is doing what he has to do and i will get to join him soon he says so i will keep you guys updated

update on the biggest loser

this is a 12 week program and we are in to week 6 and am down to 299 i made it under 300 i did what i said i was goin to do now my goal is to be down 3 more pounds make small goals every week thanks for all your support

i did it

i am not under 200 pounds i did not think i could do it till someone once told me that cute out the soda and you will lose weight faster so i did and i have started eating smaller amounts i will be posting a pic of me very soon

PLEASE PRAY FOR MY LIL GUY

I GOT A PHONE CALL TO DAY SAYIN THAT RYAN WAS ILL AND THEY DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM BUT HE IS BURSING ALL OVER HIS BODY AND THEY CANT FIGURE OUT WHY SO PLEASE I ASK THAT EVERYONE JUST KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYS SORRY FOR THE SPELLIGN AM SO WORRIED AND CANT TYPE.

RYAN ANDREW ALLEN HALL MOMMY LOVES YOU