The new addition to mine and matts family

Meet jake and Sara they are mine and matts puppy's

i did it

WELL I FINALLY DID IT TODAY I HAVE HAD SERVAL FAMILY MEMBERS TRY AND PUSH ME TO DO IT BUT TODAY I WAS SITTING IN CHRUCH AND I LISTEN TO THE MESSAGE AND GOT THE WORD.. FINALLY GOD SPOKE TO MY HEART AND I WENT UP WHEN IT WAS TIME TO AND REGAVE MY LIFE TO GOD. I HAVE NEVER HAD THIS MUCH PEACE IN MY LIFE NOW LETS SEE IF HE CAN HELP ME WORK THIS MARRIAGE OUT TO WHERE MATT AND I CAN FINALLY SEE EACH OTHER THE WAY WE ONCE DID.. I PRAY THAT HE WILL ONE DAY SEE THAT I LOVE HIM AND WANT THIS TO WORK.. I LOVE MATTHEW WITH ALL MY HEART HE IS MY HUSBAND MY PARTNER AND I WONT GIVE UP ON HIM..... WE ARE A PART RIGHT NOW ONE CAUSE I GOT A BETTER JOB BACK IN KY BUT WOULD LOVE TO GO BACK TO WI AND SHOW HIM I LOVE HIM... PLEASE PRAY FOR US

sorry its been awhile

well since my last post matt is finaly out of the army and home. he got a job that he startes when he gets back from his vistie with mom dad and nikole. he will be working in a factory makeing yogurt gruss. but hey its a job for him. am still working at walmart, been there a year on the 14th of oct go me. but we are workin on the whole getting the family together and keeping this marrieage goin but its hard. but noones said it would be easy . well i will update more later time to go make the money

good old days

so i was going through my pics the other day and i found some that i really liked and they brought me to think that i miss the good old days. these days were the funniest days it just tells me how much i miss my hubby.....

feeling lost

okay so here lately am feeling under the weather am really missing matt and my boys.
i know matts taken care of what he needs to be but i miss my hubby i truely miss him. i try and keep my self busy so i dont have time to think but its not working anymore all i do is think about how hes missing out on the 4th and how he wont be here for boys brithday or mine yet alone his.
i feel as if am alone and i know am not i know that god is with me and all my family and friends but i just cant stop cryin on my days off its sad. i wont him to come home soon...


okay am closeing this blog now that am cryin yet again

update

well i have to say its been a while since i blogged last am goin to start off by saying that since the last one i lost my grandmother jesse. this pic was taken of me and my sister in law nikole at breakfast with mom before i got on the plane to head back to wi. am so glad to be a part of a family that cares and loves everyone i miss matt but i know he is doing what he has to do and i will get to join him soon he says so i will keep you guys updated

update on the biggest loser

this is a 12 week program and we are in to week 6 and am down to 299 i made it under 300 i did what i said i was goin to do now my goal is to be down 3 more pounds make small goals every week thanks for all your support

i did it

i am not under 200 pounds i did not think i could do it till someone once told me that cute out the soda and you will lose weight faster so i did and i have started eating smaller amounts i will be posting a pic of me very soon

PLEASE PRAY FOR MY LIL GUY

I GOT A PHONE CALL TO DAY SAYIN THAT RYAN WAS ILL AND THEY DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM BUT HE IS BURSING ALL OVER HIS BODY AND THEY CANT FIGURE OUT WHY SO PLEASE I ASK THAT EVERYONE JUST KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYS SORRY FOR THE SPELLIGN AM SO WORRIED AND CANT TYPE.

RYAN ANDREW ALLEN HALL MOMMY LOVES YOU

update on the biggest loser

well am not almost under 300 pounds my goal is to 2 pounds under 300 when i weight in on the thrusday can i do it yes i can and i feel great i see a differents in me already

THE NEW ME

OKAY SO SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON THE DEIT I HAVE LOST AN ADDITION TO THE 20 POUNDS ANOTHER 3. AND I HAVE ADD ANOTHER INCOME TO HOUSE AND THATS ME SELLING MARY KAY SOMTHING I LOVE TO DO I LOVE INACTING WITH OTHER LADYS.THE GOOD THING ABOUT SELLING MARYKAY IS IF I DO 3 FACILS 3 HUNDER DOLLARS IN SELLS AND GET 3 PEOPLE UNDER ME EVERY MONTH I COULD HAVE A CAR THAT MARY KAY WOULD PAY FOR IN AL LITTLE AS FOUR MONTHS AND THOSE OF U KNOW ME AND MATT WE HAVE A TRUCK YES AND WE ARE VERY THANKFUL TO HIS PARNETS FOR GIVING IT TO US BUT I CAN NOT DRIVE THAT TRUCK VERY WELL CAUSE A SICK SIFT AND ME DONT GET ALONG LOL. PLUS IT WILL BE EASIER WHEN HE GETS HOME FOR HIM TO HAVE HIS CAR AND ME TO HAVE MINE.....WELL THAT IS AN UPDATE FOR NOW I HAVE TOGET READY FOR WORK...IF U LIKE MARY KAY AND DONT HAVE ANYONE THAT IS SELLING IT LET ME KNWO AND I WOULD BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO HELP

SOMETHING I NEED HELP ON AM LOST WITH THIS

i really need help with this... tonight at work it was one of those nights topics that eats at me cause on the path with the lord and to hear someone they dont belive burns me in side.. so this guy sean that i work started talking about how he feels that god did not create life and that it was the big bang therpy. am not quiet sure where to go in that. he gave serval different opions about how he thought this.like how could one man make this world and how come her brought evil in the world.. okay so i have not read the bible all the way which did not help in this matter tonight so i had no clue what to say to him in repsone to his question i can say by the end of the night my head hurt and my heart ach cause i wanted to bring to the lord but i can see hes goin to be a hard one. this topic really bother me cause at one point he looks at me and say he was the son of god his mother was a vigran and still is it was like he was mocking the bible and it bother me...


So if u read this please help me i really could us it right now

WALMART

OKAY SO WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE WORKING AT WALMART FOR THE SECOND TIME IN MY LIFE. ONCE AS A TEENAGER AND NOW AS ADULT BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE IT. WORKING IN THE DEIL AND HAS OPENED MY EYES TO WHAT I REALLY WANT TO BE DOING I WANT TO COOK AND MAKE CAKES . SO AM THINKING OF DOING A 2YEAR PROGARM WHILE I WORK CAUSE THEN I CAN HAVE MY DGREE AND WORK DOING WHAT I REALLY ENJOY DOING.... THANKS TO WOUNDERFUL JOB I HAVE AT WALMART....

LOVE

SO I HAVE BEEN WORKING SO MUCH THAT I DONT HARDLEY HAVE TIME TO TALK ON THE PHONE WITH THE MAN I LOVE. BUT THEN HE LEAVES ME THESE REALLY SWEET VOICES THAT I CAN PLAY OVER AND OVER AGAIN WHICH SEEMS TO HELP ME. I ALSO TOOK PICS OF ME AND HIM AND PUT ON THE COMPUTER MOTIOR SO I CAN SEE HIM WHEN I CHECKING EMAILS BEFORE BED. I HAVE TO SAY I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR A YEAR I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FOUND THE MAN THAT MAKES ME WEAK IN THE KNEES CAUSE HE DOES WHEN HES THE WAY HE WAS WHEN WE MET. GOD HAS REALLY BLISSED THIS MARRIAGE

updates

so i have to tell you all somthing the move here has helped me see that i can find true friends i have two really good friends in my life one is michelle and the other is Ashley B or aka ash.
us girls love to talk shop and watch movies. we pretty much stay out of trouble and watch out for each other. the way i see it life is about changes and about getting the right friends that the lord puts in your path. he wants us to be with the right ppl in life and these two are... so i love you guys

to help everyone out ashley is the one in the top photo with me and michelle is in the bottom one these are the two are keeping me from goin crazy while matt is gone..........
love you guys

bigloser update

well its been a couple of weeks since my last post i belive and well i have already lost about 20 pounds. and i feel greeeaaaaaaaattttttttttt. but heres the part i cant make since of i have gottem me one of the step counter things and took 13,000 steps to day and now am tring to figure out how to convert those in to miles its confusing....i am so happy am lossing weight so i can be healthy and happy. cause this year i turn 28 and i dont want my body feeling like am getting old. plus i want my husband to come home and see that i did do what i said i would and that was to get healthy...

THE BIGGEST LOSER

SO MY WORK IS DOIN THE BIGGEST LOSER CONTEST AND THE PROCEEDS GO TO CHILDERNS MIRCAL NETWORK ITS A 12 WEEK PROGRAM AND IF U GAIN WIEGHT ITS 50CENTS A POUND AND IF LOSE THE MOST WEIGHT THEN YOU GET 50 DOLLARS AND THE REST GOES TO CMN WHICH AM GOIN TO DO IT CAUSE ITS GOIN TO HELP ME KEEP MOTIVE ON MY DEIT AND MY WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT SO AM POSTING A BEFORE PIC OF ME AND EACH THURSDAY I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED. NOT THE BEST PIC OF ME BUT HEY ITS FUNNY.. RIGHT NOW MY CURRENT WEIGHT IS 315 I WANT TO GET TO AT LEAST ABOUT 195 IS WHAT I SHOULD BE I THINK I CAN DO IT

my cake date for my one year

so since matt could not join me in are one year i had a few friends over and had this lovely cake made and we enjoyed it with him in mind. he did call and told me that he loved me and that he wished he could be home but couldn't it did how ever make things easier for me last night to have some friends around me. thank you ashley you are truely my best fiend love you girl

the newly wedd statuse

well today we are no longer newly wedds we will have been married a year at 2.52pm today and it feels good to know that we did not give up with things got tough it would have been just as easy for me to give up like i always do but i didnt i stay strong and went through it with a wounderful new family felt good actually...

super bowl sunday/ being married one year

well its a funny way of havien your one year on the same day as the super bowl. wont be able to for get that day lol. so tommorow is goin to be hard on me not haveing matt here to send are frist year together but i will make the best of it like i always do....he knows i love him